So I finally quit the game. For a while at least. I admit that I played the game so much that it was resembling addiction..which is exactly why I had to leave. It was causing much grief to both myself and my better half. I once considered it to be my shelter, my refuge for hard times. My escape from reality. But as time passed by, and the goals I had with my characters were achieved, the solid ground I stood on was gone. I now realize that I logged on for the social aspect of the game. I mean, who doesn’t want to feel that they matter? That your skills and knowledge are of actual use? This reason is as valid as if it were happening outside the game. I do miss the friends I made there though, and I fear that I will eventually lose them as I probably won’t come back to the game in a very long while. So I find myself wandering the internet these days, pondering about what I should do to replace WoW. I’ve come up with nothing good yet.
Hopefully things will improve, with myself, and with my relationship to Marte, having now quit the game. It’s difficult, but I’ve hope that things will turn around for the best.
