The time is 03.54 in the morning upon typing this, and for once during this week, I am able to find some peace. We’ve had visitors of late, first it was Christine, my sister. Then my mom, and now my two other sisters, Natalia (with her husband and son) and Claudia. Don’t get me wrong, visitors are nice. But sometimes, the only company I want is myself.
Like so many times before, I find myself with a head full of thoughts. I just saw a norwegian movie named Mannen som elsket Yngve, and I have to say, that has to be one of the few movies that gives me the chills, in a good way I mean. I’ve always thought of myself as a happy-ending kind of guy, so I’m rather surprised I liked it that much. But it woke up so many thoughts and feelings that I just have to give it 6/6. I won’t spoil the movie by explaining the contents, but all I can say is that it’s something you don’t want to miss.
Michael celebrated his first birthday exactly a week ago. How time has flown by this quick is beyond me. That’s the reason for the large amount of visitors. We even celebrated twice, when mom and Christine were here, and now that my two other sisters are around. It feels good to know that people care. Even my grandparents from Chile called to congratulate him.
I have mixed feelings about how things have been of late. Sometimes the world couldn’t be a better place, while sometimes it couldn’t be worse. I guess a lot of people have it that way, not just me. Yet I have to admit that I haven’t found anyone that is close to feeling and thinking the way I do. If I had, I probably would not have been writing this. I’m a bit proud I have to say, of the fact that this blog has existed for a while. Well, not that long, but I’ve been known to create and delete blogs simply because I never end up using it. I’m glad that has changed. My head is still swirling with millions of thoughts that I’d just like to get out in the open, but come to think of it, I guess half are just feelings. How do you post that? :)
Strange that I named this post “Lack of words” – seems I had plenty to say after all.
A wave and a greeting to everyone out there, up so late (or early, depending on how you look at it), with millions of thoughts in your head.
